No matter how we try to fight it life always throws us curve balls... how we swing at these curve balls makes the difference on whether we score or strike out in life.
I haven't blogged for a while because life has definitely been throwing me some major curve balls. Some were easy to hit out of the park.... others there were a few strikes and it was a race to make it to first. There is one thing I have learned through all of this... no matter how strong we think we are... if we don't rely on a higher power (in my case God) we will never make it through.
My faith and my beliefs have only grown stronger through this rough patch in my life. Am I surprised by this? No not in the least bit.... so why is it that I struggle to give up the control 100% and only rely on him and his strength?? Part of me knows that it's an ego thing.... while the other part of me seems to think I should be strong enough to handle the curve balls that are thrown my way. And this is where I have to make the changes to let go of ego and control and turn everything over to the big guy upstairs.
Why is it that we allow ourselves to struggle instead of doing the things we know we should? Why do we let ego take us down? And WHY do we keep repeating the same cycles??
So this year my goal is too let go and turn it over to the big guy upstairs when I have not only my daily struggles but also the curve balls that are thrown my way. I know that I won't always hit one out of the park.... but I also know that I won't be left alone to strike out and lose the game.
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